When my best friends ex said that she should have dated me instead of him.. Too bad she’s off limits now =|
So this is how complicated my life has been the last 3 days..
It starts off with me going to my best mates 21st, he lives in Townsville and this is the first time he’s been home in 7 months, I get there and his girlfriend looks really unhappy but I think nothing of it cause hey.. I GET TO BE WITH MY BEST FRIEND! :)
My friend from canberra came to the party too, I had a massive crush on her back in the day and she was leading me on all night and flirting with me and we went to bed together and then 15 minutes later she gets out and fucks another guy in the same room.
The next morning I stay at my mates and I help him clean up after the party and around lunch time I came home.. I go and have a nap and I get a text message from my best friends girlfriend saying “we broke up, I know its a lot to ask but can I stay with you until tuesday?”
Now, seeing as its my best mates girlfriend I had to say yes cause he is my twin and he knows that I would never ever ever touch her and he was cool with it, but then she told me what happened and I found myself wanting to comfort her more and more, but I didn’t. I gave her a place to sleep, made her laugh and smile to forget about what happened and entertained her until today.
Problem is, in the two days that we were living together and we got really close. . she went from being my best mates girlfriend to my friend who I have a very strong relationship with and can tell anything to.
I don’t know what to do, I can’t do anything because she lives on the other side of Australia, I can’t do anything cause its my best mates ex. But I want to do something because it turns out that we are extremely compatible.
But I can’t go behind his back and that leaves me in a pickle.
I wish we were closer, I wish I had spent more time with you.
Rest in peace Papou, I’ll miss you more than words can describe 😢
In too much pain to sleep, I physically can’t lie down. I haven’t slept in days.
I’m in complete agony.
This post makes me so inexplicably happy
look at Jaden over there strugglin
lmaooo struggling like a motherfucker
gotta let loose man
Good things that happened today:
- I connected with a friend, really connected and now she is helping me so much, I can’t believe I’ve had such an amazing friend hiding under my nose for the last 16 years!
- She gave me the confidence to go get professional help one day.
- I got told that I’ll be a great dad one day.
- I actually had fun at work for once.
Bad things that happened today:
- I considered driving my car into an oncoming truck.