I’m meant to meet her for the first time tomorrow morning.. She hasn’t replied in 12 hours.. She’s asleep now, she likes to sleep in..
By the time she wakes up I won’t be able to see her and that makes me so sad =[
Why can’t things go well for once?
I push everyone away but in a way I’m doing them a favor
I don’t know how in just two days I can fuck up something so good. It’s like I don’t exist to her anymore.
Trust me to fuck it up. I am a fuck up.
What was I even thinking? A girl that amazing wouldn’t be caught dead with me.
I am pathetic. Can’t fucking do anything right.
I don’t know when to stop talking, I’m going to make her resent me if I keep this up 😢